I did it!

And, my new hair pretty much kicks ass. I look smexy, if I do say so myself!




See? Hot stuff. But then, I've always been that way. And I've always been humble, too.

Hair today...

Gone, in a couple weeks maybe? I'm thinking of hacking off all my hair. I need a change. I've been looking at a lot of 'do's, but I think I've settled on this one. Thoughts? Comments? I think I like it.

Front view:

Side view:

I think it's cute. :) Come the 28th I may be a different woman! With far less labor-intensive hair!

I really need to blog again...

I think of all sorts of things I want to talk about while I'm at work and too busy to blog, or would get in trouble for blogging. But when I'm home and actually have the time to sit down and do it, I have no desire or drive to. Whats up with that?! It makes me sad.

We might be geeks...

After just having finished bridesmaid dress shopping, the following conversation took place between me and the Bride while eating dinner with the rest of the girls in the party in celebration of all our awesome dress shopping skills:

Cori: Derek wanted to have a Wiccan wedding.

Me: Aren't their ceremonies all naked?

Cori: That would be a Betazoid wedding.

Me: Oh. Yeah, that's right.

I always mix those up...

The finish line...

The earth is warm next to my ear
Insect noise is all that I hear
A magic trick makes the world disappear
The skies are dark, they're dark but they're clear

Mother Nature is giving us a much needed taste of spring. Just enough sunshine to get us through the last few gloomy days of this transitional weather. I long for the days of sunshine and warmth. The winter gloom has left me over the last few days and I've been treasuring every moment I get to spend outside, communing with the beautiful world my Father has created for me. I work hard to appreciate the beauty of winter, and I can, but for some reason this winter was particularly hard. I'm glad the gloomy curtain has lifted, and to see the happy, warm sun and the cheerful, chirping birds that come with it.

Beautiful blue jay...

I really have no great reason to blog. No pictures or anything like that. I guess I just feel like randomly throwing out a bunch of words.

The first taste of spring arrived over the weekend, and I spent every moment I could out of doors. Went for a run on Friday, Saturday picked up some Bux and met my sistah from a dif'rent mistah for a bit o' Bible study - before heading to church and then my 'rents for Sabbath lunch. After, 'Nita-pita and I headed back to her place and met up with a friend of hers before heading to First Ave for the SXSW Send-Off party. Pretty awesome concert. The music got better throughout the night, the last three acts were the best - I found a new favorite band, The Idle Hands - and renewed my passion for Sims of Doomtree as well as developed an appreciation for Solid Gold - a sort of power-pop funk band reminiscent of 70s dance-era (fun fun!). I would have liked them more but their fans were rather drunk and obnoxious and one in particular kept hitting me repeatedly with his drunken dancing.

Sunday I went with a friend to the Walker. I particularly enjoyed seeing the Elizabeth Peyton show. I was particularly attracted to her portrait of Matthew Barney (aptly named "Matthew"), of course. It was strange to look towards the Sculpture Garden and see the Spoonbridge and Cherry minus the Cherry.

After the Walker we stopped at this great little place called Tao's for a light lunch before I was dropped off. I then ran some errands and then went for a nice run outdoors. A glorious day that ended with Starbucks and sushi. Mmm.

Today was another beautiful day. Amazing how life seems more beautiful when the gloom and consuming cold lifts. I never realize how much the winter affects my mood, or how depressed I really am until that malaise lifts with the first hints of spring. On my way to work this morning, I heard a familiar call and looked up to see our resident Blue Jay perched on the railing above my garage - no doubt missing the line of trees that used to be there when last he'd been here. I hope to see more of the beautiful little bird. I closed out a hard day's work with a nice run while blasting Glasvegas, and have been relaxing with Top Gear and Chipotle. I couldn't ask for anything better.

And now, I'm off for some mint tea and thin mints. Nom nom nom. :)

We might be perverts...

The other day, my girl Nik and I were chatting over email about Obama and the Inauguration. It was about lunchtime, so I had just retrieved my food from the refrigerator, finished heating up my soup and had pulled all my fruits and veggies out of my lunch sack and placed them on my desk. Meanwhile, Nik emailed me asking if I'd checked my phone for a picture text she'd sent me. The caption said it was her "artwork". This was the picture I received:


As I was mocking her, I decided I wanted to munch one of my apples, I looked to my left where I'd placed them and saw this:


Oops. That was inadvertent. Apparently Nik isn't the only one Freud would have a field day with.

Change has come to America...

Today, I am in awe, today I am emotional, today I am thankful, today I am speechless, today I am proud to be an American.

fine art print © David Choe and Upper Playground

Call me bubbles...

My week last week was, messed up, quite frankly. Or to acquisition a word (more appropriately, an acronym) used by my mate Ben, "FUBAR"! I have no idea why, but I'm compelled to recall it, in blog form, perhaps as a means of catharsis. And now begins, the redux:

{saturday}

Last Saturday (Jan 3) to be exact, when I returned home to my darling cat, who always greets me by chewing me out for leaving him alone so long...only this time, he looked a bit like Rocky, with his left eye swollen, and watering quite copiously. I recognized the symptoms as those of a recurrent eye infection - the poor little fella has had herpes in that eye since birth, thanks to his feline Mum so his cute, sweet vet tells me. No big deal - I figure its something that can wait til the vet office opens on Monday.

{sunday}

By Sunday night the swelling has gone down, and Hobie can open his eye fully and its no longer light sensitive nor watering, although its starting to become goopy.

{monday}

Monday morning I call the vet the moment they open. I speak to a veterinary assistant, relay to her Hobie's symptoms, she puts me on hold, comes back and says essentially it doesn't seem too much of a rush, and the first appointment available with Hobie's cute vet is Tuesday at 3pm. We set that in stone, and I go on with my day.

{tuesday}

Tuesday comes and Hobie is looking no worse for the wear, I go to work, and then leave work early to come back, chase him, load him in his carrier, haul his yowling body outdoors and endure his pathetic wailing the entire drive to West St. Paul. This is a drive that typically takes 40 minutes during that time of day (though seems longer) but for whatever strange reason, only took 20 - making us half an hour early for his appointment. No worries, we're able to get him weighed and the VA sees us into an examination room, where I let him out of his carrier to explore the room. Hobie, of course, is NONE too happy about being at the vets, and seeks for whatever means of escape he can find - including but not limited to, flattening himself on the examination table, trying to duck back INTO his carrier (if only it were that easy to get him in there when we were at home), hiding under a chair, exploring a means of opening a low-lying window, crawling under a step stool much too small to harbor his body, and my favorite - Hobie's discovery of, and desperate attempt to pry open a cupboard beneath a sink in the exam room.

This attempt lasted quite sometime until, he gave up on life and curled up in a corner, becoming as small as he could, and shaking like a leaf. In the distance, I recognized the voice of the Doctor, so scooped Hobie up and plopped him on the table in time for the vet to walk in and greet us. There are many parts to this story, but I'll cut to the chase because I realize I'm still only on Tuesday and this week has seven days. We get Hobie situated and immobilized on the examination table so the Doctor can look him over. We're both expecting to see and confirm what we've seen a few times with Hobie: herpes in his left eye. The vet takes a close look and then says "Wait a minute..." he looks for some items at his work station, they are not there - he dashes out of the room quickly asking "Where's my stuff?" he comes back a few moments later with some special drops or maybe it was a piece of paper with dye on the tip, or maybe it was both, and a special light. He applies the dye and/or drops to Hobie's eye, flips off the light and looks into Hobie's eye using the special eye-thing with the blue/purple light. He then goes "Huh. I want to show you something...look at this..." He cranes Hobie's head towards me, keeping his eye pried open and I can see this huge basically, blob-like thing flourescing under the special UV-like light. And the vet says "THAT is an ulcer." The vet then explains to me what this ulcer is, and how it happens and the steps we have to go through to treat it - this includes, (a) first order of business - the vet getting a q-tip and scraping the broken layer of cornea off Hobie's eye (miraculously, Hobie held still and didn't fuss this entire time - the Doctor told me normally they have to put cats and dogs under anesthesia to do this, so its a miracle Hobie withstood it - he also said, that Hobie can't feel it but can see what he's doing) 2 or (b) administering two types of drops to Hobie's eye, twice a day - one for the eye infection (turns out not Herpes this time, but conjunctivitis) and some drops for the ulcer; and 3 or (c) Hobie's new fashion which he LOVES - an e-collar! He gets to wear that for the next three weeks to keep him from scratching his eye until 4 or (d) we go in for a check up to make sure his eye is healing ok - and there is a whole story about that too (which involves, it could end up looking "like something out of a horror movie" while healing - as so eloquently put by the cute vet). Here is Hobie, post vet visit, at home - enjoying his "new look":


Hobie, despite all the trauma of having the top layer of his cornea scraped off, the adjustments to the e-collar and how it affects the way he eats, sleeps, drinks and uses his litter - has been a little saint, and patiently allows me to give him the daily drops without fussing or anything. And he doesn't even hate me for caging him in that darn collar. Its not been fun for either of us, as he has his occasional freak-outs trying to get it off, and its rather sad because he can't give me the little kisses he wants to anymore, he ends up with a sore neck, and I end up with a sore face because I get banged by his collar in the middle of the night. Poor fella. So that was Tuesday.

{wednesday}

The events of Tuesday had left me in a funk. I've had so many scares with my little boy Hobie, that I had completely forgotten about the spectre of layoffs that had been looming at work for quite some time. But then, while in the photo studio art directing a shoot, one of my co-workers came barreling through the studio and shouted "Been nice knowing you! I got my packet!" We were all staggered. I was happy there was a chair behind me as I dropped down into it. The word trickled through the company, and everyone was frozen in place as they waited and wondered if they would be called in and let go. By 2 pm, the lay offs were over and thank God, I still had a job. This is the fourth round of lay offs I've made it through. I understand why they are happening and recognize the need for it, but am so very thankful I am still employed. Every day I get to come in to work is a blessing. We ended our day with two different meetings explaining what happened and then were allowed to go home and decompress. I went home to Hobie, who shockingly, and thankfully was happy to see me, despite the fact I was the one imprisoning him in an uncomfortable collar and forcing him to get two sets of eyedrops in his hurting eye, twice a day. The evening passed in a blur, as I comforted my ailing cat, and tried to process the events of the day.

{thursday}

Thursday - my two year anniversary at work, and a day that was sort of like the Zombie Apocalypse. Everyone was stumbling around work, navigating their way through their daily tasks like automatons. I guess its no wonder then, that while filling my cup with (scalding - as I found out) hot water from the coffee machine, that I zoned out, and without realizing, accidentally moved my cup-holding hand (which was wearing one half of a pair of fingertip-less gloves) into the stream of (scalding) hot water. I put the cup down right quick, but because of my glove wicking up the water, I now had scalding hot water right close to my skin. I ripped the glove off and tried to play it cool (thank goodness for my high pain threshold). I calmly went to the bathroom and ran my hand under cold water, but not soon enough. I watched as my middle and ring finger on my left hand started to bubble up with second-degree burns like something out of a horror movie. I had successfully boiled my hand while making tea. YAY! I managed to acquire ointment from the work first aid kit, and medical tape, but no gauze was to be had so I had to make do with the saran wrap-like quality of work's toilet paper. It did the trick though, and it got me through the work day. By the time the clock was nearing quitting time, I had had it. Exhausted emotionally, mentally and in physical pain, I was fortunately let out early, and retreated home - but with a side trip to SuperTarget's first aid section, where I bought ointments, gauze and medical tape. I got home, and discovered that Hobie (bless his little heart) had some how, e-collar and all, gotten himself stuck in his cubby hole. He had to have backed in, because there was no way he could have gone in head first. There he was, plaintively mewing from inside it, trying to force his way out, but the collar blocking his way. I have no idea how long he was in there - typically he goes in around 10 a.m. every day, I had arrived home at 6:30 pm. He might have been there for hours. What with my painfully burned hand, and a terrified cat, it took me about an hour to pry him out of there. I had to pull the collar off over his head, fortunately, I had it on there loose enough I was able to do that, but not loose enough he could pull it off himself. After this adventure, I decided to change the dressing on my second degree burns and survey the damage. They had finally finished blowing up to their full glory. I was so grossed out, I took a picture.


That doesn't even do it justice. The rest of me week...unfortunately there was more of it left...was a bit less shall we say, "exciting". Mainly its been spent adapting to my new limited mobility with my bubbly left hand, and medicating my cat. I was so exhausted from all the events that Friday, I went to bed at 6:25 pm, and didn't wake up until 9:25 a.m. Saturday. It was only by power of will that I dragged myself out of bed, I could have slept for hours more. But Saturday was a beautiful, sun-filled day and held the promise of family, and a birthday celebration for my brother. Time with family and some good Mom-cooking was a much needed anti-dote, though, I still feel quite drained. I think the worst is over, and I'm planning on making this week a much better one. I still have a job, my cat will be fine, and I don't have third degree burns! :)

Everything is coming up Kristi.

This is how we roll...

Hobie's got a new fashion. He's not very keen on it. But its for his own good. We're exhausted, I'll write more details...sometime soon...hopefully, sooner than several months from now.